You know what sick
When someone you
Know, Trusted, and Love
Takes everything you have
Tears you a p a r t
And laughs in your face
Then acts like nothing is wrong

How could you say those things about me?
None of them are true
You know that
So why?
Please tell me why!
What you said,
It hurt
I have never done anything like that to you
So why would you do it to me?
I thought I heard you say you wanted to be my friend
I thought I heard you say that you didn't want to fight anymore
Why would you embarrass me like that?
How could you tear me apart like that?
How? How? How?
Why? Why? Why?
Why do you have to be so hurtful
and mean
and selfish
and laugh in my face?

I feel like I am back in Catholic school
People talk behind my back
People laugh behind my back
People hurting me
People laughing in my face about it
I can never get a w a y
Is it me?
Is this why it follows me?
Is it the way I am?
The way I act?
What is it?

What you said
What you did
It was so childish
We are not children
What did I do to deserve such humiliation?
I am sorry that I got angry sometimes
I am sorry that I bitched at you
I am sorry
I am so sorry
What did I do?
Nothing I did
Amounts to what you did to me today
So why?
Why?
Why?
Why?

Please don't laugh at me anymore